half a dozen one 6 ways another

I have been super duper hungry lately. Not sure why. I have a huge plate of spaghetti left over from last night, about 10 cupcakes also left over, and then Chinese food my mom picked up. I am being a total piggy today. Its so wondrous...I've gained 5 lbs. Its also the water weight I have put on from drinking and also my wonderful gift that's awaiting delivery any day now.

So speaking of Aunty SW and I will begin our BM next month for his R&R. It kinda excited although I doubt it will happen. If I calculate correctly Aunty will be around the house when SW is home. So that makes the BM kinda impossible. Oh I hate it. I was so wishing he will come home later then whats planned. Just for the ability to not have that "issue". I miss him although right now I'm having that stage of leave me alone because nothing makes me happy at the moment. I think that's also why I'm eating cupcakes. Oh well I'm over it I like em if I had the energy to get Dairy Queen I'd be eating that too. I spoke with SW today. Mostly it was of R&R junk, and some of the normal, what do you eat? One topic was of how I'm scared we have both changed, or will change while hes gone and we won't like each other any more. I know its a dumb thing but life in ACSOTN changes men, and it changes their wives. To think he and I have known each other for as long as he's been gone, although we knew one another for a year and 2 months before his departure, he's been gone for 6 months (almost) and in that year a ton between the two of us changed. He matured a lot and so did I. Its like a ton of things have changed. Last year this time I had just gotten my wisdom teeth removed. Something a 25 year old does not have the pleasure of experiencing. SW and I had done a very unsuccessful gift exchange. Snow was all around. This year so different. Its ok I guess. Just am afraid he won't be the same man.

Oh cupcake I want more of your sweet icing.